9/15/10

The lyrics of a really beautiful song

Hey y'all
I wanted to put down here the lyrics to a really great song- Johnny Cash's ''Redemption''. Not only is the song beautiful, but the lyrics are so profound. This song really shows how lyrics are a form of poetry. So thought-provoking and fresh and strangely beautiful yet horrific.

From the hands it came down
From the side it came down
From the feet it came down
And ran to the ground
Between heaven and hell
A teardrop fell In the deep crimson dew
The tree of life grew

And the blood gave life
To the branches of the tree
And the blood was the price
That set the captives free
And the numbers that came
Through the fire and the flood Clung to the tree
And were redeemed by the blood

From the tree streamed a light
That started the fight 'Round the tree grew a vine
On whose fruit I could dine
My old friend Lucifer came
Fought to keep me in chains
But I saw through the tricks
Of six-sixty-six

And the blood gave life
To the branches of the tree
And the blood was the price
That set the captives free
And the numbers that came
Through the fire and the flood Clung to the tree
And were redeemed by the blood

From his hands it came down
From his side it came down
From his feet it came down
And ran to the ground
And a small inner voice Said "You do have a choice."
The vine engrafted me
And I clung to the tree


Thanks,
Allie
xoxo

9/10/10

Cave Girl by Mae West

Just thought I'd share with y'all one of my favourite poems!
Can't believe Mae West wrote this, and at 15 years old, no less!



Cave Girl
by Mae West, age 15

I got my smile from the sunshine

I got my tears from the rain

I learned to dance when I saw a tiger prance,

And a peacock taught me to be vain.

A little owl in a tree so high,

He taught me how to wink my eye

I learned to bill and coo from a turtledove.

And a grizzly bear taught me how to hug.

But the guy that lived two caves from me,

He taught me how to love.

9/6/10

Julia and I Go to Europe: Diary of Our Trip.

Trip To Europe Journal:


Our flight left Toronto at around 9 PM and it was 8 hours long. When we arrived in Barcelona, Spain, it was around 11 AM (their time). Our first order of the day was to pick up our luggage, after that, we got a quick tour of the city. Our tour guide was this young Russian guy named Constantine. Personally, he was not my cup of tea. He spoke way too fast and kept referring to Julia and I as dames. Anyways, the city itself is absolutely gorgeous. A feast for the eyes if you are an architecture and art lover. The city is adorned with architectural gems which each hold their own unique tale of nativity. Our first sightseeing opportunity happened when we went up a hill called Montjuïc where we could view all of Barcelona. Barcelona is absolutely beautiful. Seeing as it was my first sense of Europe, I was instantly impressed. When we were driving there, we passed by the Olympic stadium where Freddie Mercury had once performed with Montserrat Caballe. He actually has a song called ‘’Barcelona’’. To see that place, and to see where Freddie Mercury once stood and belted out notes with his beautiful voice, it hit me on such a deep level. I was in awe. I could not believe that I could see the same things that his eyes saw. I felt such a connection with him. It’s a strange thing to say because many people see these buildings but none of those people have affected me like Freddie has. I was so appreciative and thankful to be able to be there just like he had been before me. After that, we drove on down to Sagrada Familia which, before the rest of this trip, was the most beautiful building I had ever seen. As our tour guide droned on about the religious story behind the future church, I tuned him out and just stared, completely astonished, at this building. Antonio Gaudi, its architect, is a genius. His work, scattered around Barcelona, is truly what makes this city so beautiful and special. We took a small break at a cafe, situated directly across from Sagrada Familia where we all had some coffee and sandwiches. Food in Europe is delicious! Everything tastes so much richer and more filling. After our breather, we headed to Park Guell, another one of Gaudi’s beautiful creations. As we walked through the park, more and more did I realize that I was finally in Europe. I’ve always dreamed of going to Europe and it was an amazing feeling to know I was finally there, seeing the sights that millions have seen before me; the sights that have taken away a million breaths. Then, we drove down the street called La Rambla where we saw beautiful houses made by famous architects. It was truly breath taking. All too soon, we had to leave to board our cruise ship, the Norwegian Jade. We were almost the last ones to board but soon we got on and the ship sailed. Now we were on our way to the south of France and the very little country of Monaco!
I was extremely excited to go to France because I am learning how to speak the language (which I think is the most beautiful language in the world!) and because I love the culture and their traditions. Originally, I was suppose to spend this summer in France, learning the language and immersing myself in their culture but...we all know how that turned out! That morning, I was in a foul mood because of a silly argument with my mother but as soon as we stepped onto French soil, I was euphoric! I could not believe I was finally there after dreaming about it for years! Our tour guide was this petite French woman and our tour was in English (the only English tour of the trip). We got onto the tour bus with another 70 or so eager tourists and we started heading to our first destination, the village of Eze. Abundant with tiny cobblestone streets and many (MANY MANY MANY) steps to the top, Eze is absolutely gorgeous. Situated at the top of a mountain, overlooking the French Riviera and a view of the Mediterranean coast, it is breathtaking. Even though walking up those stairs was tiring, I got a second wind from hearing French being spoken by the locales. It was so gratifying to finally understand it after studying it for so long. After Eze, we drove to Nice. Nice is also extremely beautiful but less in its actual buildings and architecture, more in the sense of its people and atmosphere. I was again in a bad mood (how ironic that in my favourite place from the trip, I was in the worst moods!) but this time, I think I was just cranky because I was super hungry! Anyways, we finally ate at this adorable outdoor cafe located across from the police station. That’s where I had my first taste of Crème Brul
ée and all I have to say is YUM! Then, we drove to Monaco, the second smallest country in the world! Back in school, I had done a project on Monaco so I knew quite a bit of its history and it was great to finally see it in real life after researching it. The city itself is gorgeous but since it IS extremely expensive, the whole place is full of absurdly rich people. Being surrounded by these outrageously rich, spoiled people made me feel so out of place!! The whole atmosphere was ``I`m better than you, look at my fancy clothes and my nice car`` as though everyone was competing with each other. Although as a tourist it was nice to look at, I feel that there are more important things in life than brand name clothes and cars and that I would not be able to stay in that hostile environment for longer than the 2 hours or so that we were there! I don`t think I`ll be coming back there or than for a short visit. Particularly for that reason, I liked Barcelona and Nice the most. Their morals and way of life was the closest to mine and my ideals. For example, the fact that they don`t drive the nicest cars and rather close their shops on Sundays and take long lunches and actually appreciate the beauty of life instead of working themselves into the ground and never enjoying life or spending time with the most important people in life, their friends and family. Anyways, that`s another story. By this time, my stomach was in absolute pains! It was not used to their food and decided to make that known in the most horrible ways! Without getting too graphic, let me tell you, that the bathrooms in EU are absolutely disgusting and you are actually charged for using them in most places! I don`t mind being charged to use it, but it was just disgusting how unclean and unsanitary they were! It`s kind of hilarious actually, how you can go into the most expensive hotel or even at the Vatican City, and you see how beautiful and rich it all is, and then you go to the bathroom and it`s 1 step above a dirt hole in the ground. Anyways, after my escapades with my stomach, we finally headed back to our ship and our day in France and Monaco was over. I will definitely be revisiting the south of France!
The next day we arrived in Florence, Italy. I had no expectations for Florence because I hadn’t read much about it. Actually, I had no expectations for this entire trip and i think that is why it left such good memories in me. Usually I over think things and have quite high expectations which ruin all of my endeavours and leave me disappointed. After finally realizing this (right before this trip), I consciously made an effort to not have any expectations and I was right all along. I finally realized that expectations are inversely proportional to happiness and hopefully from now on, I will become a happier person! Anyways, back to the story! We arrived in a port town called Livorno and then we drove about an hour or so to Pisa. We had a private tour with a Russian guide. She was a really nice lady who had a faint Italian accent in Russian which made her really pleasant to listen to. Also, before I forget, I just wanted to say OH MY LORD! When I was in the main cities of Italy and Spain, I honestly felt like I was suffocating! The pollution is extremely prevalent and my lungs, which are used to the beautiful fresh air, were not getting the right amount of oxygen! I had so much trouble getting a full breath; I almost wanted to give up on the tours and just go home! Also, there are a LOT of smokers in Europe and I got a LOT of disgusting second hand smoke. It’s so common there that people don’t even have the courtesy to not blow it right in your face. There were times when someone walking across from me on the street would blow their smoke literally RIGHT AT ME! How rude! Maybe I am just being a little simpleton girl here but come on, have some courtesy! All right, now that this rant is out of my system, I shall continue on with the story. Pisa is spectacular! The
Piazza del Duomo, the Cathedral Square, is beautiful and when I saw the leaning tower of Pisa, I was stunned. Of course we took many pictures there. Also at the Cathedral Square was a Baptistery. Our tour guide told us about the amazing acoustics inside and so we went in for ourselves to see. A worker there would sing a few notes every half an hour to show the tourist how powerful the acoustics really are. As a singer, I was extremely excited for this, more so than most of the tourists in there! When the worker finally emerged and sang a few notes, it was absolutely beautiful. Julia and I had trekked up onto the second floor (on this tiny stone curved staircase that felt never ending and made me claustrophobic and panic a little) to hear the beautiful sound as it resonated through the higher level of the baptistery. I wish I could have captured the sounds I heard. They were beautiful. The worker sang one note and then would sing another note and by herself, using nature’s own echo, created harmonies. It was hauntingly beautiful. After our trip to Pisa, we drove to Florence. Florence has got to be the most beautiful city in the world! We walked a whole lot through Florence and got to see every nook and cranny of the city and it is truly gorgeous. We had a lovely lunch at a cafe near the Basilica of Santa Maria Novella where we had the best sweet tea ever! (Who knew Florence had such good sweet tea?) I don’t have much to say about the city (my memories right now are a bit murky seeing as I’m still jet lagged but wow, what an impression this city left on me). I can’t wait to go back. Also, Florence had the MOST DELICIOUS ICE CREAM!!!! AAAH. I had some apple and fruit salad flavour and yum yum yum. So good!
The next day, we headed to Rome. Rome is so outrageously grand. All the grand palaces and statues and fountains et al. are just so amazingly beautiful and luxurious that it takes your breath away. We first saw the Colosseum, the Arch of Constantine, and the old walls to the city of Rome. Then, we went to a Roman arena (which I forgot the name of and now it’s driving me nuts trying to remember it!!). It was all just an empty field but the fact that the Romans decided to preserve it and not build anything on it made me respect them so much. Their city is filled with so much history and I commend them for keeping their roots and history alive by preserving all their ruins. I come from a place where if something is old and ruined, you tear it down and build something new. That’s what aggravates me about North America. We will never have the rich history that Europe does (even if chronologically we were on equal ground) because we never preserve anything. Our motto is ‘’ Out with the old, in with the new’’ and this saddens me. Anyways, after that, we went to the Roman Forum which is so beautiful and breathtaking. This trip to Rome really makes your imagination work. I kept trying to imagine what life must have been like in Ancient Rome and it’s truly fascinating to think about this way of life hundreds of years ago. Then we headed up to
Piazza del Campidoglio which is also stunning and grand. We heard the mythological tale of the foundation of Rome; the story of Romolus and Remus, which is enthralling. I love mythology. Then we drove around Piazza Venezia where we saw the gigantic monument Il Vittoriano which is also beautiful. I feel like I’m running out of positive adjectives to describe the beauty that is Europe! Then we went off to the Trevi Fountain where I dropped two coins into the fountain (I originally only had one but my mom gave me another because if you have 2, it means you will be happy in love) and stupidly, I forgot to make a wish!!! Oh well, next time I go there, I better make a good wish! I had some yummy pizza outside of the Trevi fountain as well. Then we were driving to the Vatican and dropped my parents off at a shopping centre. On the way there, the rest of us, Julia, me, Rimma and Lesha all stopped by the Spanish Steps which are also beautiful and monumental. Then we continued our drive to the Vatican. In one trip, I managed to go to the two smallest countries in the world (Monaco and Vatican City)! The Vatican was,obviously, absolutely beautiful. As our tour guide told us, all the beautiful statues and monuments from Rome were taken to the Vatican. The most breathtaking of it all was the Sistine Chapel and St. Peter’s Basilica. To see the masterpieces of Michelangelo in real life has got to be one of the best moments in my life. We weren’t allowed to take videos/pictures but of course I had to rebel and I took some videos ;). Then we saw St. Peter’s basilica which has to be the grandest, most luxurious, extravagant place I’ve ever been to! It was, but of course, stunning! We finished off our day in Rome by going to Piazza Navona (also beautiful, especially the Brazilian embassy) where we met up with my parents and headed back to the ship.
The next day, we went to Naples. My first impression of Naples was that the people were rude, but this was mostly from our tour guide’s description of them. I hadn’t actually met any rude Neapolitans! Our first stop was Pompeii which was TRULY AMAZING!!! Probably the best part of the whole trip because of the rich history and it was just brilliant. I loved it a lot. It’s a once-in-a-million opportunity that modern people get to see how we lived hundreds of years ago before the progression of time had made things evolve. Pompeii is forever frozen in time and I’m so happy I got a chance to finally see it with my own eyes after reading about it and watching so many documentaries on it. It’s amazing to think that I got to stand in Pompeii’s grand theatre and say a few words and hear the very same echo that a citizen of Pompeii would have heard hundreds of years ago. Naples does not have as rich a history as Rome and Florence so we spent most of our time in the car and got out to take pictures of the beautiful landscape and scenery of the neighbouring islands. We also got a bit of shopping time in Naples which was great. As much as I love learning the history of these places and sightseeing, it was nice to relax a bit with some retail therapy. We then had some amazing pizza at a place that I think is called Il Pomodoro or something like that. It was the best pizza I ever had. I had the flavour of cheese with prosciutto. So yummy! As our ship was leaving Naples, we got to see the most beautiful sunset right beside Mount Vesuvius. It was gorgeous. The next day was spent as sea where we leisurely did absolutely nothing at all. It was nice but quite boring since we were used to the hustle and bustle of the cities and the action packed tours.
The next day was spent at Palma De Mallorca, Spain. Oh, what a day! We got off the ship and my dad decided it would be a great idea to walk for 1.5 hours to the city centre (where this beautiful cathedral was located + a ton of shops). It was an extremely humid day with no wind at all. On top of that, I was having a lot of difficulty breathing and my chest hurt because of the lack of fresh air and because of all the pollutants in the air. After walking about a quarter of the way, we decided it would be smarter to take a bus so we got on the public transport bus and it took us about 5 minutes to get to the city centre. That was a smart idea. Once we got there, it was quite beautiful. The only bad thing was that it smelled like urine and there were homeless people everywhere. If you can overlook that, then Palma is just gorgeous! After sightseeing a little, we started shopping and that took up most of our day. I got some great stuff at H&M and Zara. I’m not one for high end shopping, especially since things go out of style everyday! I’d rather buy something trendy in a high street store and buy something classic from an expensive store. I’ll always splurge on skin care and perfume but everything else is bought for less. Anyways, after the shopping, we headed back on board to start packing since that was our last day. We packed all our stuff away and I threw out my favourite pair of Chuck Taylors because they had ripped way too much to be worn. I had those shoes since Grade 8. They’ve gone through a lot of good and bad times with me! It was so hard to separate from them! By accident, I had left my shaving razor and favourite Guerlain cleanser in the cabin, which I regret so much! AAAH. Oh well, everything happens for a reason. Anyways, the next morning we woke up at 8 AM and got off the ship, went to the airport and flew home. The flight back was 9 hours long (longer due to wind resistance) and passed by very slowly. Although I had an amazing trip, I am glad to be home. This trip really made me appreciate my family and my life. I love where I live and I don’t want to move anywhere! I truly realized that family is there for you for all the good and bad times and that friends come and go. I will look back on this trip very fondly because it taught me a lot about the world and about how big it really is. I think I will remember this trip on those times where I feel like I am facing the world’s biggest problems and I will realize that the world is a big place and that although at that moment, I may feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place, the world will get better and life goes on. As my favourite person in the whole wide world sang, Freddie (if you had any doubts),the show must go on.

Long time no post. Monday, September 6th, 2010

Well, summer is practically over.
School starts on the 8th and as much as I love learning, I am reluctant to go back. This summer was quite uneventful, mostly because of, well, the lack of events. I had spent the majority of July in summer school, taking an English course, and the rest of the summer in agonizing worry and stress over a boy. I never thought I would get that way. I thought I was a logical thinker, I guess nothing is logical when it comes to matters of the heart. This week was amazing though. I finally went to Europe with Julia, my mom and dad and Rimma and Lesha. It was fantastic. After so many years of dreaming about going there, I finally went and it was fantastic. I will write about my trip in another post. In this post, I actually wanted to talk about the revelation I had prior to this trip. It actually came to me in a dream. I finally realized that the only thing that stood in my way of being happy was me. I realized that because I don't live in the present and because I have such high expectations for everything (events, myself, my friends and family), I am constantly being disappointed. I made a conscious decision to no longer have expectations and try to live in the moment. I tried that with this trip to Europe and it paid off immensely. I enjoyed myself a lot and it was all because of my lack of expectations and because I lived in the moment. I'm going to try to do that from now on.
I'll post more later.
-Alona <3

4/30/10

missing the countryside

Although I am from NOWHERE near the Southern United States, lately I've been feeling to attached to the southern way of life. Since I was young, whenever I went to the countryside and saw those hills of nothing but farmland, it would bring me to an inner peace. I always had that small voice inside my heart (not head) saying "I belong here. This is me." and the same feeling resurges itself every time I go to a rural place. Every time I hear country music, I feel a twinge in my heart. I feel so nostalgic, it's so strange. The only thing is, I know that my superficial self, the one I exude in my everyday life, could NEVER be able to handle living in a rural town or the countryside. I feel like I've been divided into two. One part of me is the city girl who loves air conditioning, take out, manicures, and designer handbags whilst the other part of me loves fishing, rolling hills, the simplistic life of the countryside, and the feeling of the cool summer breeze on your boiling skin while sitting on the porch of your farmhouse. It's so weird but I feel much more connected to the country bumpkin within me than the city girl. I don't know if I'll ever have the guts to move to a small town but I know that's where my true self lies.

3/7/10

ZARA is amazing. (March 7th, 2010)

So yesterday, my friends and I went to Yorkdale mall for a bit of retail therapy. I bought the most amazing beige leather jacket at Zara and was lusting over pretty much every single item in the entire store. Here's a picture of the jacket. I'll write another blog post later because I have to go now to dance lessons :)
OH and may I mention, I LOVE THIS OUTFIT. I want to try to recreate it.
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Anyways, here's my lovely new jacket.
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Love,
allie
xoxo

3/5/10

5 March, 2010

Oh hey guys,
TGIF!!! I'm so excited for this weekend. It's my last weekend before I leave on vacay (Aruba with Julia and my mom!), and I'm going shopping tomorrow with my friends. Here was the outfit I wore today to school.
I was wearing Oxford heels from Nine West and they are SO COMFORTABLE. Jizz.
Also, in my kitchen there was some really good light so I took some random pics and edited them.
TTYL,
xoxo
Alona
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2/24/10

Feb 24th, 2010

So since I've been feeling sick lately, I haven't been wanting to write any blog posts. I'm feeling much better now so here goes nothing.
I've taken a couple outfit of the day pictures during my non-blog times, so I will post them at the end of this post. I'm not in a super mood to write so I will let the pictures do the "talkin'" .
PS, excuse the lame hair.

OUTFITS:

My outfit I wore when I went out to sushi with friends.
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Another outfit:
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Ahh, I want to dye my hair back to this colour. Right now, it's this ugly copper colour that makes my skin look green. Fucking frankenstein's monster.
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Alright,
that is all for now.
Will wrote more later,
allie
xoxo

2/17/10

Feb 17th , 2010

I went the whole day without ever writing the date. woww. That, or I've been writing Feb 16th everywhere. I'm such a mess! I got a haircut today, which apparently causes me to have a tantrum. I burst into tears in the car because my mommy didn't let me cut my hair short. Do you see how pathetic that is?! I don't know what was wrong with me (PMS, I believe). LOL. Anyways, to calm me down, I've been eating Bailey's Chocolate which is just regular chocolate with some Bailey's inside. Hmmhm eoajgpeahgheang sooo good. I was at the hairdressers for 3 hours after school so I got absolutely no homework done and when I came home I was in a horrible mood, so I didn't do any homework then either. It's OK though because tomorrow I am missing math class for an honour roll breakfast (I'm on student council so they need my help...at 7:45 AM FML) where we commemorate all students who got over a 78.5% average (celebrating mediocrity much?). Anyways,
I've got to go take a shower and try to do something with my new (horrible?) haircut. I think I AM going to go shorter though.
Like Audrey Tautou's hair or Emma De Caunes. (This pixie hair obsession may have something to do with my viewing of Amelie and my obsession with francophones)
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Ta Ta For Now!
-allie
xoxo

2/16/10

16 February, 2010

Ohey guys,
:):) Do you see that my blogging has become more frequent? Not that it really matters, I pretty much blog for my own sanity, and to help me become a better writer. Anyways, I have some good news and bad news. Good news is that I am going to Aruba with Julia in less than a month! Also, I got my biology quiz back today (first bio assessment of this year)and I got 100% and I got 95% on my bio presentation on tuberculosis :):). Bad news is that I got a functions (math) quiz back and I literally failed. Ugh, I hate math. Anyways, I finally figured out a plan for my education:
2 Years Biomedical Undergraduate
5 years Pharmacy
2 Years Master's Degree in Cosmetics and Fragrance Marketing and Administration
I don't even know if the Master's Degree in that stuff is possible yet since 1) the program is in NYC and 2) I wouldn't have taken any businesses classes. I may have to take summer courses in business so I would be up to speed.
Anyways,
here is my Outfit Of The Day. (I may feature this sometimes in my blog, pending upon my laziness)

BY THE WAY, As I had previously mentioned yesterday, I'm going to wear no make up for a while and today was my first day of that. I felt a bit weird at first but I got used to it. Too bad I had huge bags under my eyes today since last night I didn't sleep enough.

So here is my outfit:

Leggings: Exhilaration (Target)
Striped Top: Rodarte
Leather Jacket: Joujou
Scarf: Unknown
Flats (not pictured): Elie Tahari
Nail Polish: Maybelline Express Finish (in Optimistic)
Earrings: Jennifer Meyer (Discoball Earrings)
Sunglasses: vintage
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I LOVE my new earrings, may I add. My mum bought them for me. Well actually, she bought them for herself but then I tried them on and we both agreed they flattered me more. Haha, so I got to keep them! :)

ALSO, I forgot to mention, but I chose my courses for school next year (my last year of high school) and I chose:
Advanced Functions (oh crap)
Calculus (double crap)
Biology ( YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, I love bio!)
Chemistry ( FTW, unless I have the same FOB teacher I had this year)
English ( YAY, J'adore Anglais, even though that sentence was in French lol)
Physics (FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU- , I'm taking it just in case I DO decide to try my hand at the MCATs)
Writer's Craft- (YESSSSS!:D Again, j'adore anglais et en particulaire, j'adore ecrirer l'histoires)
Human Growth & Development- (Eh, I don't know yet. I want to take this class but I also want a spare. I may drop it)


Since I was speaking French there, I thought I may add that I randomly came across the CUTEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN on the internet yesterday. Her name is Capucine and she is a French little girl. She reminds me of Amelie Poulain and I love her! I hope when I have kids, they are like her LOL:)
Here she is:

Once upon a time... from Capucha on Vimeo.

2/15/10

Happy Long Weekend! (Random blabbering)

Ahh. What an amazing break I just had!! 3 days of relaxing, lounging around the living room while taking intervals between the TV and my laptop. My dad was out of town for this weekend and strangely, the energy in the house changed. Me and my mom felt as though a weight was lifted off of us. My dad is quite a (figuratively) heavy person to handle. I don't blame him though. He has a lot of responsibilities on his hands; being the breadwinner for our family, paying all the bills, and pretty much being the "nucleus" of the family. His stressful life doesn't really help my relationship with him. This year, I'm really striving to improve our relationship. I don't want to end up with one of those distant fathers. He's really important to me, even though I don't show it enough.
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Apart from all the "daddy issues", life has been going well. I've become SUPER obsessed with interior design because I'm going to move into my parents basement after we renovate it. My dream apartment would be a very chic Parisian theme with dark hardwood floors, light furniture, and glass/mirrored accents. Some pictures for demonstration...:)

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The reason WHY I'm moving to my parents basement is because I've decided to stay in my hometown to go to university. Thanks to some very wise advice from a fellow blogger (Sandra, http://www.5andrablogs.blogspot.com/) I think I'm going to go to York University for Biochemistry with a minor in Marketing and then pursue Biotechnology in U of T. :) This is my current plan but who knows how life will turn out?

Anyways, last week I watched the most amazing French movie called Amelie. Hands down, the best movie I've ever seen. It left me feeling so euphoric that I am STILL feeling the joy of that movie. Audrey Tautou, the lead in the film, is absolutely gorgeous and super natural looking. Watching Amelie kind of inspired me to go au naturel. I'm not going to paint my nails this week and I'm not going to wear any makeup. I think I may continue the sans -makeup look for a while just because I HATE taking make up off with a passion. Also, I notice I tend to stretch the skin around my eye and I do not want to create any wrinkles.

On to my fashion news....
I've been loving leather jacket + large scarf + leggings + boots combos lately. It's been SO cold here lately (duh, it's Canada, and it's winter) so I need to stay warm but I like to stay looking cute as well. I notice that when I am not dressed to the 9s, I don't feel as confident and as good. If I am in a crappy mood and I put on some nice clothes, it improves my mood.
Anyways, my mummy is nagging me to go organize my shoes (they have monopolized the entire closet) so hopefully I'll write another post soon.

Love,
allie
xoxo


BY THE WAY,
The most hilarious thing happened to me. This guy who sat beside me in my Physics class for an entire semester ( who said literally NOTHING to me all year) asked me out :S. I didn't want to be mean when rejecting him so I asked my friend to tell him I mean no but then my friend turned it into this whooooooole joke and I don't think the guy who asked me out ever caught on because by the end of the conversation, he thought we were all going on a date (yes, the three of us).


2/8/10

It's Been A While

So I know it's been about a bajillion years since my last post but I have been busy. I promise. School has been sucking the life out of me since September. Until about 2 weeks ago, I hadn't had a moment to rest but then exams finished and for a peaceful week, I was pretty happy. School has now started again and the worries and stress have set back in. On top of school, I am still dealing with all the problems all teenage girls deal with: boy problems, friend problems, confidence problems etc. But overall, life is grand. If I wasn't me, and someone else was living the life I'm living, I'm sure they'd be extremely happy and satisfied. Unfortunately, I am me and therefore I always try to look for that next challenge, always try to improve what I have. As one of my favourite song lines go "Don't you only know that fools are satisfied?" That is one of my mottos in life. Along with "Everything happens for a reason" and "Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional". Anyways, since I am always on the outlook for improvement, my current situation permanently leaves little to be desired. I know I should be happy with what I have, since I have a lot, but I just can't seem to bring myself to settle for this. I don't want to spend my life in arguments, unhappy, living paycheck to paycheck. I always feel like I was meant to do something else and earlier on in life, I always thought it was singing but now I don't know. Maybe medicne, maybe something else, maybe writing. Who knows? Who will ever know. Life's greatest mystery only unfolds in the present. Anyways, I hope that's enough food for thought for now.
Will hopefully start posting more frequently.
This blog is my humble little abode for my brain.
Love,
allie
xoxo

11/1/09

A short story I wrote

Hola, to the 3 and a half people who read this blog. I wrote a short story recently but it's a bit half-arsed at the end since I got uninspired.
Here it is, enjoy.

She stood in front of the unclean window, and hoarsely whispered, “I hate myself”. As she turned away from her depressed reflection, she caught a glimpse of the equally grimy window. The day was lingering in beautiful sunshine, not taking in account how Ophelia was feeling. There was no pathetic fallacy anywhere to be seen. As she headed towards her dresser, she already had an idea in her mind of what she’d love to wear but as soon as her tapering fingers touched the knob, reality steeped back in. Ophelia soon emerged in a frumpy pencil skirt and equally unflattering blouse.
Whilst heading down the ancient narrow stairs that lead to the outside world, she contemplated leaving her apartment at all. “What’s the point? I go to work, am miserable, and come home and am slightly less miserable... I should probably get a cat”, Ophelia curtly pondered. Being lost in deep thought about the morality issues thwarting the ownership of a cat, Ophelia didn’t notice she had already exited her 6 floor walk up and was now briskly walking down the street towards her usual destination; the bus stop.
Ophelia could have easily afforded a car. The whole idea of driving is not what had scared her away, but the thought of having ownership of an actual real working live car. A car; the inner workings of a thousand men’s robotic brains placed together with pre-packaged portions of glue, iron and fuel. A car, which employed hundreds of thousands of masterminds that needed her money so they could go home and feed their children, the same children she passed by on the street on her way to her dirty, flea-ridden 6 floor walk up. Ophelia didn’t want to own a part of society; she didn’t want to be the norm.
Ophelia never owned anything. Her below-average apartment was rented, her stain-ridden furniture was lent, and she reminded herself daily that her job as a receptionist was also, just temporary. She lived in a life where nothing belonged to her because it was all just a persona; all just an act she was putting on before her real life was to begin. Many days passed in this manner, Ophelia had passed many opportunities of a real life awakening but her focus on the future never allowed her to see the present. Ophelia never realised, this was her real life.
The bus had arrived on time, as usual and Ophelia was getting ready to ascend but just as the bus commonly arrived on time, Ophelia was commonly pushed straight to the back as the more dominant individuals pushed her from reaching the bus.
“Excuse me...”, Ophelia defiantly muttered but her voice was swiftly lost in the crowd. As the crowd disintegrated and peacefulness emerged, Ophelia finally entered the bus. The seats were almost all occupied and the bus driver was impatiently waiting for her to sit down so he could start moving. The engine of the bus made the whole vehicle vibrate but this nuisance seemed to only bother Ophelia. As soon as she sat down, she took in her surroundings. Overbearing mothers and their incapable offspring entertained the space surrounding her. Further up were the cookie cutter working girls that made a living doing what they deemed to be more respectable than secretary Ophelia. Further down were the druggies who couldn’t even pronounce receptionist if you had paid them to. There’s nothing easier to see on a bus than status. The stink of status quo reeked so putridly on the bus that no amount of cleaning could dissolve the stench of prejudice.
As soon as her destination became visible in the foggy windows, Ophelia stood up and headed towards the front of the bus. The bus driver took no notice of his visitor as he was chewing on some dusty liquorice in his left hand while the right hand was controlling a device entrusted by dozens of citizens. The bus was moving at an unusually rapid speed with no intention of decreasing even though Ophelia knew in her heart of hearts that the bus should’ve been diminishing speed by now. The bus sped by Ophelia’s workplace and still didn’t stop. Ophelia turned to inform the bus driver of his mistake but she soon realised that wasn’t his biggest concern. He was choking on his liquorice so drastically that his right hand had slipped off the wheel and was now trying to pull a 12 cm confectionary out of his aging throat. The bus swerved off the road and crashed into an outdated telephone pole. There were no survivors. No more overbearing moms, no more incapable sons, no more working girls, no more businessmen in business suits and no more Ophelia. The most pitiful realization is that her real life hadn’t even started yet.

Love,
allie
xoxox

10/2/09

Oedipus Rex at Lower Ossington Theatre

Oedipus Rex at Lower Ossington Theatre

Hey-lo,
Alona here. I just came back from a school field trip to see Oedipus Rex downtown by The Classical Theatre Project (http://www.facebook.com/classicaltheatreproject?ref=mf) at Lower Ossington Theatre. It was absolutely brilliant. The atmosphere was so intimate and real and it really made the play come alive. The take on the play was very sci-fi and modern with hints of World War II and the fall of the Soviet Union. The actors were phenomenal, particularly the actors who played Creon and Oedipus Rex. My favourite parts of it were probably when Jocasta hung herself (excellent effects with the noose) and after Oedipus ripped his eyes out and was all bloody. (I LOVE BLOODY SCENES AND GROSS STUFF, if you can't already tell:D). The make-up was extremely well done, as I already mentioned, especially the eye-blood-blind thing with Oedipus.

After the play, Daniela, Harlea and I went to eat some lunch. The part of downtown we were in was totally unfamiliar to me seeing as I've never been there before. It was heavily raining and FREEZING outside so we were trying to run to the nearest restaurant with a familiar name as to not get stuck in a some horrible pub with disgusting food. We ran down the street and found some kitschy cute diner/bar and we headed inside. The owners were this elderly Greek couple who reminded me of the parents in My Big Fat Greek Wedding. We decided to stay since the menu looked both appetizing and inexpensive. Daniela and I both ordered Souvalki with Rice & Chicken while Harlea ordered a burger with fries. While we were waiting for our meals to arrive (which I must add, were delicious), an elderly man entered the diner. He was dressed in ragged clothes and smelled profusely of smoke. He called the diner owner by name and she acknowledged him back. He then proceeded to sit right next to our table. The diner owner returned with a plain cheese sandwich. He had uttered that he wanted brown bread instead but will eat it anyways. She had gone and the man was now left alone to entertain himself. He did so by talking loudly to himself and then moved to talk at the television. To be honest, he was starting to scare me by his manic appearance and gestures but I tried to calm myself and remind myself that I wasn't in the suburbs anymore and this was life in downtown. My group and I tried to keep eating our food when another man entered the diner. He was also of middle age and was holding a red stopwatch object and as he entered, he came directly towards our table and decided to show us his new object that he "bought for only 5 dollars!". After he showed us his new item, he moved on to show the homeless man I previously talked about. The homeless man seemed defiant to it but warned him not to break it because he bought the same item and broke it and the cashier wouldn't let him return it. It was then where Harlea noticed the item came from a sex toy store. As she notified us of this, we were ready to get out of there but weren't finished eating yet. As we sat there, being scared of harm, we realized at the opposite end of the bar was a man (also of middle age) staring directly at us. He was covered in tattoos and was wearing a cowboy hat and a wife beater (and trousers too, of course LOL). His look was menacing and was really frightening me but I figured, he was at the end of the bar and furthest away from us whereas the homeless was less than a metre away from us and was still loudly out loud to no one. As Daniela was finishing her meal, I realised that another two men were staring directly at us. They weren't even looking away or pretending not to be looking at us when we saw their glares. They had no intention of breaking their stares. I was really starting to get creeped out now. All these full grown men gawking and we were just 3 young girls in an absolutely unknown area. As soon as we finished eating, we ran out of there making sure that no one was following us. Although, Harlea had told us after that the man in the cowboy hat was following us for about 2 minutes but soon lost us. If I had known that at the present moment, I would've probably cried or something. I was really trying to act brave and calm but at that moment, I was so vulnerable and worried.
That whole experience really made me realise how inexperienced and vulnerable I really am. Now, I'm not so sure I could ever survive in the cut-throat world of an urban city such as New York City (where I was hoping to go for med school training). Maybe things will be different then (I would be 24/25/26 years old by then) but I know myself and personalities do not change (at least not mine). Also, I was looking at medical schools in the Caribbean and now I'm not even so sure I could handle living in England for 1 year, and then the Caribbean for another year. I'm worried it will be too hard for me. OOH! IDEA! I think I need a bodygaurd. Any takers?? Henry???

Hahaha, I'm happy to end this on a good note. Even though that was a kind of scary experience (although by many people's standards, it wasn't scary), the day was overall excellent and I hope to go see many more plays downtown (I doubt I'll come back to that diner though).

Love,
allie
xoxo

10/1/09

It's been a loooooooooooooong time.

Heyo,
Yes I know, it's been ages. I've been so busy with school and all my extra curricular activities but since today I have a lovely break I've decided I should write a quick update. I've started school and it's been...interesting. It's definitely much harder than what I had expected. I really did forget how to work hard over the summer and now it's come back to bite me in the arse. Long gone are the days of lazing around and watching the telly. Now I'm lucky if I can get a good night's sleep. Since I'm a part of Student Council at my school, I have to be present at every single school event and help plan and partake in each event. This is driving me up the wall!!! I don't have time for this! Student council is so disorganized because people are elected for their popularity and not for their work ethic or intelligence. I would LOVE to quit but unfortunately I need these extra curricular clubs so I can get a scholarship. Ahh wouldn't life be easy if my family was rich?? Well I have a ton of things to do (you can probably tell by the urgency of the TYPING) so I'll write more (hopefully) sooner than later. Sorry for trashing Student Council but it really is insane. Hopefully things will improve by my next post. I'll let you know!
Love,
allie
xoxoxo

9/2/09

Just thought i'd post! ha

Your result for The Should you be a Doctor Test...

5th Year Resident

You scored 72 Skills and 72 Knowledge!


wow, you're about even, I peg you to be a C student. Well a C might be passing to you, but in medical that don't mean CUTE. It means, that don't Cut it. You need to buckle down, and do better, study a lil harder, and get over your party habits. You're a grown person now, and you really need to act it, not like you really care, but ya know, it's kinda like act your age and not your IQ. I see that one pissed ya off, get over it, your bedside manner sucks, and if you ever mix the drugs up again, I'll kick your ass personally! Get back to the books, and study.


Take The Should you be a Doctor Test
at HelloQuizzy


-Love ,
allie
xoxo

8/20/09

10 Things You Didn't Know About Me

Hey,
Well, last night I couldn't sleep and an idea for a blog came into my head so I got up at 1 AM and wrote down 10 things most people didn't know about me.

1) I cry at so many movies. I cried during What's Eating Gilbert Grape, The Truman Show, The Terminal, The Boy In the Striped Pyjamas, Atonement, Stepmom (I practically bawled my eyes out), The Elephant Man, and Little Miss Sunshine . And those are just off the top of my head!! I'm a lot more sensitive than people think. I actually cried during a commercial once (but it was a really sad one!!!). I even cried during College Road Trip, then I realised "What the hell am i doing??" and turned on something normal.


2) My grandpa used to be a leader of a communist party in Ukraine. So weird. I only found out like a year ago. My dad just said it oh-so-casually like it's an everyday thing. I just kept thinking "GRANDPA??? THE SAME ONE WHO GIVES CANDY EVERY TIME YOU SEE HIM?? THE SAME ONE WHO FALLS ASLEEP AFTER WATCHING TV FOR A MINUTE?? THE SAME GRANDPA WHO SOMETIMES DANCES LIKE A RETARDED BLIND BIRD? HIM?? ARE YOU SURE??"


3) I look exactly like my great grandma Rose. I am so fascinated by her. I never met her and she died long before I was born. My family barely has any pictures of her (when my family was immigrating from Ukraine, an entire suitcase full of our photographs got lost) and barely any information on her. Photobucket This is the best photo we have of her where she's young. Not the best but hopefully you get the gist.

4) When I lived in Israel, I lived in a solar powered self-sufficient home. Not really something to know but to me it's cool because I was eco-friendly while I was still in diapers, betches!

5) I'm a hugeeeeee nerd. (see above). But for my real fact; My first best friend was named Yulia and her mom was named Evgenia. And she was my best friend since I was 6 until I was 11. My best friend now is ALSO called Yulia (Julia, duh)and her mom is also named Evgenia. Weird circle, eh? But then again, both are Russian and as we know, Russians aren't too creative when it comes to names (Sasha, Masha, Slava, Anya, Katya, Nastya, Alyona, Svetlana etc. etc.).

6) My absolute favourite song (well actually, it's a piece :D) is "I will wait for you" from the french musical Les Parapluies De Cherbourg. I never saw the musical but the song was always played in my house and I really love it. I can't even begin to explain it.

7) I'm naturally blonde.
Photobucket (I don't have a better picture <.< )

8) When my brother was first born, he was really sick and the hospital where he was living in was really bad and unequipped with medical tools. Basically, they had no idea what they were doing and it was just a waiting area before people died. They were basically making my brother even more sick. My grandpa saved my brother's life because he kidnapped my brother from the hospital in the middle of the night and drove him to a proper hospital in Moscow. My brother then healed.
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9) Queen + Paul Rodgers was my first concert ever and it has absolutely changed my life (but if you know me, you already know how).
Photobucket (My Ticket from the concert)

10) My family dates back to Ukraine for many many centuries. My mother's side of the family were all Ukranian blue collar workers (mostly farmers). My dad's side also goes back centuries to Ukraine as more prestigious workers though (doctors, engineers, scientists) but since my last name ends in "sky" which is mostly originating in Poland, my dad thinks we might have immigrated hundreds of years ago from Poland to Ukraine. Yeah, not really interesting but I think it's pretty crazy to think of my ancestors living in Ukraine hundreds of years ago.

8/16/09

Long time, no type.

Hey-oh,
Sorry it has been so long without an update! Life has just been moving quickly (not). I just couldn't be arsed, to be frank. I just finished my volunteering placement at a local hospital! I'm really proud of myself to have done 40 hours of community service! I've learned a lot (but not the things you thought I would've learned). 1) Do not lie about being allergic to chicken pox shots. 2) Indian ladies named Maria complain. A lot. 3) Photocopy machines do not like to be kicked, even if you ARE listening to a jamming song and the moment called for a back kick. Other than those things, I also learned to stop complaining (see #2 as influence) and to be more patient. It's not easy spending four hours standing and filing files (at 8 AM on a Monday, no less) into drawers that are already completely full. It definitely helps to be patient. Anyways, it was my birthday recently and we had a huge party at a Russian restaurant and it was a lot of fun and I'm really glad I shared a big event with all my friends and family! I definitely had a lot of fun and I hope everyone else did too.
Well I'll upload more later.
Love,
allie
xoxo

8/1/09

BzzAgent

Alright, so I'm looking through my e-mail like I usually do, and I stumble upon an e-mail that i got from my Flare mag subscription. It's talking about some site called BzzAgent. I decide to look into it and, so far I think it's pretty cool. What it is, is a site where you sign up and they send you free samples (sometimes they don't.. depends on the sample, sometimes it's online). You try those samples and then write about it on the site. You write your honest opinion and if you lied the product or not. Products range from cosmetics to food to websites &c. &c. The more products you review, the higher your status becomes, the better samples you recieve.. well maybe not better, but there are some perks to having high statuses.


The only thing is, when you make your account, you have to complete a survey which is SO LONG. I think it's, maybe, 200 questions? Maybe more.


Anyways, I just signed up and i haven't written any reviews (only about a website but even that's not posted yet) but here's a link to my account:


:D Hope i get to review something soon

-Julia

P.S.

I had to cut this post short because my mom is luring me downstairs with candy >: D
But just on a side note, I was at my cousin in law's (if there is such a thing) parents house and my cousin in law's brother in law (follow me here) is super hot. SUPER HOT.. and only 26, but married and has a son... Who has the same name as this guy that likes me.

It is a big complicated, and you might have to read it over a few times. Good luck!

6/27/09

Wear Sunscreen

Best song ever.
Will write more later.
-Alona

6/25/09

Sutherland Models

Recently, my friend Denize has been bothering me about how hot i am and that i should really try modeling. I always just brushed her comments off, but then after watching A Model Life on YouTube, a job in the modeling business seemed like a great idea for me. You travel, you get a great salary (if you get accepted) and all you have to do is learn how to look good on camera.
So i tell my mom about my new interest and she tells me to go for it (after a surprised glare at me). I head down to Sutherland Models in downtown and they tell me about their company and about their modeling school. All seems amazing and wonderful. Then my mom calls her family friend who has a daughter who went to modeling school there. She says it's all bs and a rip off. I go home and read some reviews and it says the same thing. You don't need modeling school to be a model... and if they want to make you a better model, those tips or classes should be free. So i call her and say 'My mom and i discussed modeling... I'm getting braces soon and i don't think i can model' and she says 'Well,' (i forgot the name of the girl, let's call her Anne) ' Anne has just won a modeling contest while wearing braces.. i think she'll be on the next Flare magazine" "That's amazing! But I'm sorry i can't" (I thought she was making this up) "I see, your mom has made a decision... thank you, good bye" I hang up a bit sad but at the same time relieved that she didn't question me. The worst part is when i called her i asked if she remembered me and she's like 'Of course! I've been showing your photos around the studio all day' Which i also think is a lie...
Anyways, although I'm happy i didn't get ripped off, i don't know where to go anymore. I AM getting braces in September i think and i DO want to model... But then if i won't get any castings with my braces it's just waisting my time, meaning i have to wait a year in order to model. Sucks. I don't want to wait. I'm not a very patient person by nature... I am to an extent, but my patience doesn't last me a year.
Another thing: I'm not 5'8" which is the requirement for many agencies. Many RELIABLE agencies too.
Well, hopefully everything will turn out well in the end, but for now i just have to be patient :|

Ciao,

-Julia

P.S.
Although i went to the agency, i only told Alona and Denize because i don't want to seem vain. Hah, I know it sounds stupid. But i don't get any pride with saying 'I'm going to try out to be a model'

summer has officially started!

Hola,
Well I am glad to report that my summer vacation has finally started! Today was my last day of school and I've gotten all of my grades. Some classes I did worse than I anticipated (parenting:86 on the exam; WTF?) and in others, I did better than I expected (science:91 on exam; sweet success!). Overall, it's been a successful, yet hard, year. I am elated to be finished. My plans for the summer are quite laid-back (a positive term for lazy-arse). I plan to read the giant stack of books that I have oh-so-addictingly bought. I have a serious addiction to buying books. I can spend hours and hours in Indigo and feel like 10 minutes passed by. I <3 Books. My reading list is eccentric, to say the least. I am going to be reading a lot of classical literature such as Tess of the D'Urbevilles (which I'm currently reading) and spanning onto books such as The God Delusion (which I've been looking forward to reading for the past 6 months).
The rest of my summer consists of planning my overtly-extravagant (I'm beginning to doubt my enthusiasm for a giant party), vacationing with the fam, volunteering at a hospital, and hopefully working a bit. Well I haven't really anything more to write about. Just writing a blog because it has been way too long since a proper update and not a half-arsed one where I copy and paste the results of some crap quiz of mine (sorry about that). Enjoy this new template!
Love,
allie
xoxo

What type of doctor should i Be? alona's results

Rank Specialty Score
1 neurology 45
2 urology 42
3 endocrinology 42
4 pathology 41
5 emergency med 40
6 gastroenterology 39
7 general surgery 39
8 plastic surgery 38
9 ophthalmology 38
10 allergy & immunology 38
11 psychiatry 37
12 hematology 37
13 colon & rectal surgery 37
14 general internal med 37
15 dermatology 36
16 occupational med 36
17 radiology 36
18 thoracic surgery 36
19 aerospace med 35
20 otolaryngology 34
21 obstetrics/gynecology 33
22 med oncology 33
23 infectious disease 33
24 rheumatology 33
25 cardiology 32
26 nuclear med 32
27 neurosurgery 32
28 radiation oncology 32
29 orthopaedic surgery 31
30 family practice 31
31 pediatrics 31
32 nephrology 30
33 preventive med 29
34 physical med & rehabilitation 28
35 pulmonology 27
36 anesthesiology 27

Allie's List: Enjoy:)

Honorable Mention:
Ewan McGregor
Paul Rudd


13. Matte Babel
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12. Jeff Goldblum
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11. Lenny Kravitz
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10. Jason Taylor
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9. Jesse Williams
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8. Rodrigo Santoro
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7. Ryan Gosling
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6. Dan Hawkins
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5.Matthew Goode
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4. Harry Connick Jr.
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3. Clive Owen
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2. Axel Hermann
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1. Henry Cavill
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